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Lose Yourself To The MusicClear your thoughts,
Cease your daily torture,
When life gets overwhelming,
Just follow the beat.
"Never give up
Cheer up, toward your dreams, never give up
Get up, get up, you can do it
Wake up, wake up
Don’t worry, everything will be fine, never give up
Because it’s you, it’s you, believe in yourself
Never give up."
When the undesired,
Escapes from your iron-willed prison,
Just sing along,
As your tears leave a puddle at your feet.
"I don’t know why all of our
Hell-like memories are still in my head
I will remember all of our past days,
How you played me
I completely changed
Because of you
I don’t smile anymore
I don’t care about love anymore,
My heart is all crushed
I tried my best to
Forget about you."
As why, why, why???
Escapes from your mouth,
Reminisce about your hurtful past,
Think about your sorrowful present,
As the heart-wrenching melody,
slowly invades your damaged heart.
"I think of each memory that I should forget
No EscapeFlesh rotting,
There is no escape.
Everything is bazaar,
What is going on?
Lost on its own accord.
Attempting to elude,
The torment on the body and mind.
Though it is no use,
It will forever be attached to thy every moment,
Until thy heartbeat ceases.
DespairThunder deafens ears,
Wild, out of control,
Abusing the ocean floor.
Hesitantly a pair of feet slip into the water,
Seeking rest from the chaos all around.
Desperately trying to get out.
Struggling, oxygen escaping,
There is no way to survive.
While your soul abandons you.
Coming to your senses,
Noticing the tears staining your cheeks and clothes,
Having no choice but to bare with the pain for another day..
It's time to get out of bed.
RememberCrying heard in the distance,
Sounds of screams begin to invade,
Bringing a sense of urgency.
Sprinting, running as fast as your legs can carry you to help the unfortunate soul,
Yet you can't catch up to the desperate cries of help.
Suddenly falling, clutching your head,
As the screams grow louder,
As the crying turns into sobs of despair.
Realizing your throat is torn inside,
Your eyes are inflamed,
Once again believing the lies your mind has told to make you remember.
Gently swinging back and forth,
The branches move with the wind.
Shaking in the swift ferocious attack,
The only option is to stand firm.
Afraid of all the noise,
Leaves begin to shiver in fear from the sound.
Screaming at the agonizing pain,
Lightning begins to strike,
Piercing every single branch,
Until they lay broken,
Completely shattered on the ground.
Beginning to quiet down,
The storm begins to fade,
To wait for another chance to attack,
Trying not to be heard.
Your place abandoned,
Never having ever been filled.
You are a fragment of imagination.
Nothing you do matters.
Nothing you say is heard.
A ghost of a person.
You are a phantom.
HeartacheCracking like a porcelain doll,
Seeming like it will shatter with a gentle touch,
The heart is getting weaker.
As memories break free,
Makes you go crazy.
Attempting to forget the time together,
Ignoring the ache,
Acting like everything is fine,
To get through another day.
Automatically contacting you,
Trying to act as a friend,
Because it is better than nothing.
Cracking like china,
Seeming like it will shatter in the wind,
The heart is attempting to hide,
To have a chance to mend.
Lies In The ShadowsLook into the shadows,
You'll see what has been ignored.
Search through the darkness,
You'll find what has been hidden.
Dark circles under thy eyes,
Exhausted day and night,
Though when I see you,
I put on a smile,
To not give you a reason to worry.
Staring at the bottles,
Debating the consequences.
Before I know it,
They are empty,
Leaving me promising that I'll never again do this combination.
Look into the shadows,
You'll see what is damaged.
Search through the darkness,
You'll find lost souls.
Lying dull eyes,
A smile that barely shows,
Is what you refuse to see,
You would rather believe my act.
Secretly searching my room,
Trying to find what I have hidden.
You begin to curse me,
Because I refuse to let you see what I write.
I don't want you to realize how I really am.
Look int the shadows,
See what I have hidden away.
Search the darkness,
See what is beginning to rot.
Telling me that I have done nothing for you,
Saying that everyone is right,
Claiming that I have ruined
the truth about growing up
1. It's easier when you don't think.
1. It starts early,
on a cloudy day when you recall
the 'childhood memories' of
two summers ago,
that's when you start your backslide into
2. On the bright side
you won't notice this until you're
good and ripe in age,
so maybe it doesn't matter
3. That tightness in your chest?
The feeling that you're not ready
to take on the rest of your life; it
4. It stews in the pit of your stomach
makes you doubt,
but there will be days when you look back
on the mountains you climbed -
the raging rivers you crossed -
and you'll have a sneaking suspicion you were
more prepared than you thought.
5. There's nothing like your own bed.
6. Laundry will never smell right
without mom's sweat and tears.
But you still have to separate lights from darks,
keep the zippers pulled tight
and the buttons unhooked.
7. There is comfort in your parents' presence.
8. Things change
the future gnaws and rips
Stranger's funeralUnder the clouds
Under the rain
Staring at the coffin
At a stranger's funeral
We're all alone
Feeling the storm
But not the pain
For he's but a stranger
And the graves around us
Are just there
Keeping us company
During this empty moment
LullabyHush, my baby,
Be still, don't cry.
Lay with me
A little while.
Close your eyes,
Slow your breath.
Hear your heart
Inside your chest?
Your heart is strong,
It guides you well.
Be sure to listen
To what it tells.
I hear him now,
Outside the room.
It won't be long,
He'll find us soon.
Now close your eyes,
Slow your breath,
And rest your head
Upon my chest.
CarolineYou loved the fire
of rogues -
imperfect men who shot up
the endings of the day
and drank down
too much beauty.
And like one of them,
you bellied with rebellion,
felt his tense seed
toil where women
and craved his notoriety.
Poor girl -
his verses won the day
and the call of words
was too fickle a lover
for any constant star.
Don't blame yourself -
are more attractive
and all poets are
AliveA ray of hope shines during the
Long restless hours
I keep enduring the task of
Vanquishing the darkness with the
Energy from the depths of my soul
WishCardLet the rays of the sun
Bring happiness and light into your house,
Let the sun bring you lovely gifts.
Let your heart's music free,
Let your smile to light up your face.
I wish you happiness and joy.
things to tell you before i leave for collegeto mrs hatcher:
i promise that one day i will write that poem you asked me for
(the only thing you ever asked me for)
and i will finally tell you that you deserve
so much more.
to mr. walker:
i promise that i will not pity you.
i promise that i will not envy you.
i promise that you will always be part of my forget-me-nots and marigolds.
i promise to always be grateful.
i promise to be careful.
i promise to be crazy.
i promise that i will remember what it feels like to be needed
and what it feels like to let someone who needs you down.
i promise that i will never resent you for asking for help
and that i will always be there when you do.
i promise that even sixty years from now,
i will not be surprised to find a letter from you in my mailbox.
i promise to always remember what it felt like to be young and crazy with you,
how scared and lonely we were.
i will remember that we both survived it,
and that we'll survive this, too.
why?Why do you wear black?
Because I like to.
Just because I do!
Why do you seem so sad?
Because that's how I feel on the inside.
But why is that?
Because I can feel my insides die.
Why do you cut your arms?
It's from the past when my life was full of horrors.
Why do you hide them then?
Because I don't like to see them.
I ask why do you need to know?
Why do you care?
Just leave me alone!!!
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